"I Still Miss You" My Catharsis by: Randy Boude

[Randy Boude]

I'm trying... not to miss you
Choking back the tears
When someone speaks your name
It's not... a voice of reason
to say I'll just move on
when all I feel is pain

I'm trying... not to want you
But nothing seems to work
You're everywhere I go
I always... see your face
And it's not fair to you
I should let go of you I know

But I still miss you
This is all wrong
There's no solice in the tears I cry
I still miss you
And I'm not strong
It wasn't time for us to say...goodbye

I'm trying... not to hurt
And when I come to see you
I try to find some joy
I decorate... your little stone
I'm sorry son for crying
I just miss my baby boy

I really miss you
This is so wrong
There's no solice in these tears I cry
I still miss you
And I'm not so strong
It just wasn't time for us to say...Goodbye